Created on Monday, 14 July 2014 02:33
Written by Pastor Tom
This is a vision from God over 40 years ago given to me when I had turned 17 and ever since, my life has been a series of events taking place, one after another. I hadn’t known it at the time, but, satan became a big part in my life, just the same as it happened, in Job’s life. God was always there with me not getting involved, allowing satan to have his way with me in order to take me deep into the world, in hope of proving his power in the eyes of God. However, what satan was unaware of, is, my life has been chosen since the beginning of time to fulfill a purpose for God and His plan. Of course at that time I had no idea either, only a seed planted in me, the knowledge of Jesus, long before my coming to a certain time in my life where this would be revealed to me, by Jesus, in person, Himself. My life became a battle of choosing between right and wrong in just about any situation possible known to man. This journey I had been on, has taken me through an understanding of self. How it operates, the motives, consequences, multiple temptations that manipulate, the deceptions, to how self molds and shapes the will, understanding there are evil forces behind it, to the conclusion of self’s reality of being only a lie and allusion and all the way to the answer of who is responsible for this loveless lost soul separated from God, (none other than satan and his demons) In the past 17 years this vision has taken on life, moving from a vision of the mind at age 17 to now taking on form for a purpose and plan from God. It was in the late 1990s that I was given the desire to assemble God’s people, of bringing them to one place where I would be instructed to speak to them. I had no idea of what to say, just I knew at the right time, God would reveal this to me. So I wasn’t concerned about that, only what I was given to do. I was learning, that when God told me to do something, it was my place to just do as He said, without any help from myself, meaning allow my self to make decisions about what God has said to do. I was having so much trouble with this. This was like building a house and a set of plans are needed to build it. God only gave me a little piece of it and I would take it and add to it thinking it is my job now to finish it. (It wasn’t ) This is how our flesh is, it wants to take over all the time. I was out of control, couldn’t keep my hands off of what God gave me. I knew also if I were going to talk to many people I would need a place big enough to put them in. I thought it was in Sarasota where I would build this place. I didn’t have a name for it yet, but I was willing and ready. I became busy and as time was passing, the desire to help people surfaced in me and the name came up, On Probation With The World, I had cards made with name and I bought a building and collected furnishing filled the place up and gave away free to any one in need. I knew I must obey God no matter what the cost or choices I had to make and my life became a living testimony of choosing God over everything, even my family. No one around me has any idea what was going on, God told me no to tell anyone what I was doing. So I didn’t, I kept silence. The
enemy knew this and used it against ever area in my life, my family, wife and children, my friends. No one could know.
(The truth of our time and God’s time taking place at the same time, as we speak!
God has a way of all things coming together without any one seeing His hand at work. Our time is different from His. What seems to be like maybe 15 minutes to us, with Him, it is about 10 seconds time passing. This is why we aren’t aware of what is going on around us. If you think about what I just said, that doesn’t even make any sense at all. It sounds as if we are moving so much faster, but we aren’t at all. It is actually the opposite. We aren’t moving faster at all, it is God, moving at an orderly pace not missing a beat and it is so perfect in timing, that is makes our time seem as a lot of time went by, while along, the truth is, God is making so much more happen and taking place in so less time while all along it take us a great deal and more time to do so very little.
I wasn’t sure how, but God made it possible for our moving to Jacksonville Florida. My reason was to be near family, my brother was moving here from his job from up North. So from Sarasota we came. I had experienced many miracles that God had revealed to me, all for the purpose of adding to my faith. And it did, I needed it too. The enemy was battling me in every direction and it took all my energy to keep a float in the world’s viewpoint. You know things of the world, house, car, money etc. The meant nothing to me but still we needed them, or so I still believed we did. It wasn’t long after, it was too much for my wife, she was sure, I was crazy. I couldn’t tell her anything. I was still forbidden. So divorce took place and just when I thought things were going good. Things changed this time. God was talking to me telling me to do different things, not like before. I began seeing the spirit world. As I visited churches, I began looking around, I saw demons in people, demons using people, the people in church had no idea what was going on. Everywhere, people were fighting each other, not understanding why, I saw satan forces creating situations right before my eyes, wow, I couldn’t believe it. An example take a situation, one person would see it one way, and another person would see the same thing a totally all different picture of it. And they would argue about it and both people were telling the truth of what they saw. Oh My God, I said, what is going on. God told me look, see how the enemy is working on my people. I said thank you God for showing me this. So now I have an all together picture of what is going on in church. I now know the enemy when I see him, in church and out of church. satan is the same, he is a liar.